Now the scale is taunting me. I lost zero one day, .8 the next then this morning I step on and lost zero again. What? No, that can't be right. So I step on it again (because stepping on it three times yields three different results) and it says I am down exactly a pound. OK, that's better...but which one is right? So I neurotically step on it 4 more times and it comes up with the same result three times and different results 2 times. So I don't really know what my weight loss is. I am ready to throw the scale over the balcony and let it get run over by a car and then see what it has to say. I, of course, logged the 1lb number as my loss - after all it came up with that number 3 out of 5 times. I may be in for a big disapointment tomorrow when I find out I didn't really lose a pound.
It's frustrating. I feel taunted at my most vulnerable. I have 11 days left of my low calorie diet and I want to lose another 7.6 before I end this round. If I lose 7 it will put me at 30 pounds even and I'd be hapy with that...but I'd like to be at an even number and squarely down in the 210's instead of 220's.
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